Did the angels come from heaven? / Ruth Marin-Eason (Mom)
Did the angels come from heaven? To be with you that night Did they feel your terror? And take away your fright
Did the angels bear the pain? Of what was being done to you Did they hear your cries of fear? And stay to help you through
Did the angels hold you tightly? The way I would have done Did they know how I would feel? And wish they were the one
Did the angels cry out loudly? For the unjustness of your plight Did they call Lord Jesus? And lead you to the light
Did the angels softly kiss your cheek? Before you took your leave Did they remind you how I loved you so? And did they know forevermore I'd grieve
Did the angels tell you gently? Don't worry you will not go alone Did they know that a part of me went with you? The day God called you home
All I ask is for the murderer and your wife to remember the # 50 for the 50 times you were hit on the back of your head and the # 7 for the 7 stab wounds on your back hope they can live with themself and dream of you the way he left you and the pain they cause me as your mom I will Love You Forever!
REMEMBER US / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom ) REMEMBER US
To the living, we are gone. To the sorrowful, we will never return. To the angry, we were cheated. But to the happy, we are at peace. And to the faithful, we have never left.
We cannot speak, but we can listen. We cannot be seen, but we can be heard. So as you stand upon the shore, Gazing at a beautiful sea. Remember us. As you look upon a flower and admire it*s simplicity, Remember us.
Remember us in your hearts, Your thoughts and in your memories. Of the times we loved, the times we cried. The times we fought and the times we laughed. For if you always think of us We will be alive in your hearts.
Keeping In Touch / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom )
My sweet and loving son, I love you and miss you just keeping in touch seeing your lovely smile, seeing your pictures and reading the poems and tributes to you makes my days even better from start to finish. Seeing the candles that are lit for you knowing other people care is a great feeling that can’t compare.
Keeping in touch is great, for all I have left is pictures of you and I thank God for that I know I can’t see you or touch you but I feel you are close to me, you were and will always be my Little Roy and we were always close when you were a little boy, I had to make you go with your Dad I still picture you screaming on the car window Mommy don’t make me go, when you were alive you were close to me and not even death can separate your love and mine for that will never change LOVE IS FOR ETERNITY! Real love between a mother and child will always connect even when one is gone the connection is there to keep in touch.
I will keep me face looking up and I will always Thank God for the memories of you and the way He allows us to keep in touch and connect that is something no one can change or destroy or steal not even death can take that away. It is something God and only God can do and because of Him we will always be in touch!
WORDS OF WISDOM / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom )
WORDS OF WISDOM
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is a beauty, admire it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is a sorrow, overcome it. Life is a sing, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is life, fight for it.
Mother Teresa
2nd part wrote by Ruth
LIFE IS PRECIOUS NO ONE SHOULD PUT A PRICE ON LIFE Life IS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD GOD GAVE US LIFE SOME PEOPLE LIKE MONEY, MORE THAN A LIFE EVEN WHEN THAT LIFE BELONGS TO THEIR HUSBAND HER KIDS FATHERS
YOU'LL FIND ME THERE / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom )
YOU'LL FIND ME THERE
If ever you have sensed me near, Yet doubted it could be, Thinking it impossible, That rainbow might be me.
See, I'm the whisper of the wind, I didn't ever leave, In fact my presence emanates. If you will just believe!
That song that resonates in your mind Is the one I sing for you. Oh Mommy, please, rely on faith, There*s so much I can do.
At times you loathe the days that rain, In anguish you lament, It seems the sun but dimly shines, The flowers have no scent.
Now Daddy, its okay to cry, I've watch you hold it in, Please know that I adore you so, We'll all be joined again.
And as you hold my Mommy's hand, and share this grief you bear, Just picture me, gaze in her eyes, I swear you'll find me there!
Author unknown
Sent to Ruth by a family friend Beatrice
The Friend Who Has Gone Away / Ruth Marin-Eason (Mother)
The Friend Who Has Gone Away
When I have gone away, forgive me and allow me to go, I have so many things there to see and to do. You must not tie me to your tears be happy; we had so many years together and I gave you-all my love, you will only be able to guess all the happiness you-all gave to me.
I give you thanks for all the love that each of you gave to me, but now it is a time which I must travel alone, the fact is that, if you feel sad for me, do it for a little while not much more; later let your sadness should turn to confidence and faith. God is with you always forever he is close to the broken heart. So He will always be close to you!
It is only for a moment that we are going to be separated, so bless the memories in your heart. I will not be far, because life continues and if you need me; call me and I will come, you will not be able to see me or touch me, but I will be close, and if you listen with your heart, you will hear very softly and clearly my love. The wind blowing, a butterfly, a baby, a bird singing, a shining star the stillness of the night I will be there just listen with your heart.
Then when it time for you to come the same way, to this Heavenly place; claiming The Stairway to Heaven I will go out receiving you with a smile and welcome you to his house... With all my love I will remember you as you remember me.
Written In Memory of My Son Raul A. Marin II
My Friend / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom )
My Friend
In Memory of Air Force SSGT Raul A Marin II
Listen to my cry, the hurt, the pain the sorrow... Lend me your ear, hold me close comfort me in time of need. Give me a Hug and a shoulder to cry on. It hurt and no way to explain, the Loss of my CHILD is an Unbearable Pain he was part of me you know. My life has been shattered and I need a friend, someone to talk too, to lean on and help me to stand. For I need someone that listen and don't tell me to STOP that it's Over for I need to grieve and let out the hate, the hurt and the Pain, I need someone to just be a Friend. GOD send me an Angel' that is my Friend. THANK YOU GOD for sending my Friend
A Rainbow In Memory of Air Force SSGT Raul A. Marin II
If I could catch a rainbow and splash it with a touch of God's beautiful colors of the universe. I would hang it in your mirror for you to see when you go to bed, and when you get up. It will show the unfailing love and promise of God. If I could take away your sorrow, If I could take away your pain, If I could wipe away your tears, and hold you when you're lonely. If I could take away your hurting and hate, If only I could catch a rainbow and say, it's over, don't worry, I'll toss it all away. Let's put it on my Father's hand, and He will help you through. Only my Father can make a rainbow, and take it all away the hate, the hurt, the sorrow, and the pain. Only He will make all well. For I can't catch a rainbow and make it well, He holds all our tears and opens up the sky and sprinkles them on morning dew. Amen!
Half Million to Tears / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom )
Half Million to Tears In Memory of Air Force SSGT Raul A Marin II
Half Million to you and your family Enjoy! For us a Million Tears a lot of hurt and pain. Half Million with you will soon go away. The hurt, the pain and the tears will stay and life keeps on going, No matter what we say, There is No stopping just going our way, holding on to what we can, The Memories alone are worth more than Gold, A LIFE is more Precious than anything in this World. The Love and his blood are in their veins NO one, NO words can change that. As hard as you try Memories are forever and He is Alive as long as we live he is in our hearts, always in our stories and poems that we write, just keep in Mind, Was it worth a Half Million? A Million Tears I have cried and that is my Reward, My Heavenly Father is close to our Heart. So THANK YOU JESUS for keeping me whole. See you in Heaven my Son and my Soul, Love you forever Your Kids and your Mom.
An Angels Kiss / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom ) An Angels Kiss
We go through life so often, not stopping to enjoy the day. And we take each one for granted, as we travel on our way. For in your pain and sorrow, An Angel’s Kiss will help you through, this kiss is very private, for it is meant for only you. We never stop to measure, anything we just might miss. But if the wind should blow by softly, you’ll feel an Angel’s Kiss. A kiss that is sent from heaven, A kiss from up above. A kiss that is very special, from someone that you love. So when your hearts are heavy, And filled with tears and pain, And no one can console you, Remember once again About the ones you grieve for, Because you sadly miss And the gentle breeze you took for granted, Was just an Angel’s Kiss
My Sorrow and Pain / Ruth Mari-Eason (Raul's Mom ) Loving memory of Raul A. Marin II 08-29-68 – 08-05-98
My Sorrow and Pain
Oh Lord my God – I cried out to you in our sorrow and pain. The hurt and devastation that we have been through Our lives have been disrupted and only your love Lord Can keep us sane and together and fighting for what we believe
I believe with all my heart & soul that you Lord will give us that Ray of hope, peace and comfort that we need. Because you said Lord you are close to the broken hearted And we are broken hearted and need your help.
Oh Lord my God I cried out to you and I know you hear me. Please heal our sorrow and pain and give us strength to speak For the ones without a voice “Our Loved Ones” I know you Will give justice to all the evil that has been done
I know that no one will leave this world without facing what They have done they will have to face YOU it’s just that we need Your help to continue on this cruel and hard journey we must Travel and we can’t do it alone.
We cry to you and beg you to help us because without you We are nothing so please HELP us make it second by second Minute by minute hour by hour day by day just hold our hand Thank You My Lord I love you!!! Take care of my two boys That left me so soon tell them I love them and miss them.
She your wife walked out of prison and was free as of May 19, 2008 No felony record but she Dianna Boatman Marin still has to face our Real Judge God and answer for her part in Raul’s murder and also on things she did to Elizabeth her letters to God confessing what she (Dianna) did to Elizabeth and got away with, will have to be answered to God.
By Ruth Marin-Eason Houston, Texas
A Memorial Day Tribute to My Son, Raul A. Marin II / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom )
A Memorial Day Tribute to My Son, Raul A. Marin II
No words could ever describe the emptiness that has been in my heart since the murder of my son! Many thoughts flood my mind about the precious moments we had together, but I would rather have him being alive and well, here with me, than just being alive in my heart! Raul was the center of my world, my only boy my little Roy the joy he brought to my life was extraordinary! Remembering his beautiful eyes shining back at me, and the sweetness that was displayed in his smile, was the ultimate example of heavenly love! I miss hearing the wonderful laughter flowing from his mouth, and the incredible words of cheerfulness that fell from his lips! Raul loved to get you upset so he could smile and try to dance with you and make you laugh. Raul was the perfect gift that God created just for me the answer to our prayer after my 2nd child had left to be with our Lord. Raul was my third child. The Lord blessed me with 4 children Rhonda first born, Raul Jr, Raul II and my baby girl Rhoda.
There is nothing that could ever fill this void in my life and heart! These past ten years has been very difficult without my only son being in my life. Each passing day is a constant struggle to let my life move forward, because stopping time would be so much easier, than to face another day without him! My heart longs for the day, when I will see my son Raul II, once again! Being able to hold him in my arms, kiss his loving face, and tell him the most important words I Love You! Though Raul's life on earth was short; I will always remember him as the amazing person and son that he was! God gave me four wonderful kids and Raul was with us for twenty-nine years God has given me the most treasured gift of all; He gave me two daughters and he gave me Raul not once but twice I love them very much!!
The justice we thought was fair and we trusted fail once again a mistake that gave the opportunity to the person that plan Raul's murder to walk out of prison feeling free with no guilt or remorse, all I can say is Dianna Boatman Marin you might think you got away with my sons murder but you have to answer the real Judge {GOD} and he doesn't make mistakes He knows all you do and all your plans. And all I would want to say to you is to remember the number 50 and the number 7 the fifty blows that your lover gave Raul on the back of the head and the seven stab wounds that took my son's life. You Dianna and Arnulfo should remember that till the day that you both die. You made the choice to have Raul murdered instead of divorce well enjoy the blood money that you wanted hope it makes you happy. Just remember what goes around comes around and pay back is hell so it would have been better to pay for your sins here on earth then burn in hell for eternity.
Written by Ruth Marin-Eason Mother of Raul on Memorial Day May 30, 2008
ASK MY MOM HOW SHE IS? / Ruth M. Eason (Raul's Mom ) Ask my Mom how she is My Mom, she tells a lot of lies, She never did before, But from now until she dies,she'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is, And because she can't explain, She will tell a little lie because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how she is, she'll say "I'am alright" If that's the truth, then tell me why does she cry each nite?
Ask my Mom how she is She seems to cope so well, She didn't have a choice you see, Nor the strength to yell
Ask my Mom how she is , "I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping" For God's sake Mom, just tell the truth Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life I loved her all of mine. But if you ask her how she is, She'll lie and say she's fine
I am here in heaven I cannot hug from here. If she lies to you don't listen Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again, We'll smile and I'll be bold I'll say, You're lucky to get in here Mom with all the lies you told.'
Thinking of You / Mag Muoio Jared Klein's Nanny (visitor)
Tribute to your "Little" Roy / Beverly Ribaudo (A Mother In Pain )
just wanted to let you know I think of all who has suffered the lost of a love one / Peg Miller
Just wanted to show I care.... not easy I also lost my grandsosn Jared Klein he was six yrs old.
I just seemed to come across this page not sure how. / Maz Noble (None) I just seemed to come across this page and i am not sure how as i was on something completly different. I just wanted to leave you a wee note from Scotland to say i felt so sad reaing about your beautiful son, and i send my love to you and all the family.
Love and god bless maz xxxx
Lifetime Wish / Ruth Marin-Eason (Raul's Mom ) If I could have a lifetime wish A dream that would come true. I*d pray to God with all my heart for yesterday and you. A thousand words can*t bring you back, I know because I have tried. And neither will a million tears I know because I have cried. You left behind my broken heart and happy memories too. I never wanted memories, I only wanted you. - author unknown
I hear your heart cry ever day! Try to join in; But I've been called; your every tear makes me look down on you. Why do you cry? "I'm with my Father now and I wait here where The ground at our feet is pure Gold. I see prayers delivered by Angels in Gold Bowls. The beauty of this place is beyond your imagination.
I know I left without notice and the Loved Ones I left behind must try to Go on, now with the scar of the way I left. Don't cry Mom, Dad, I love you so. My Father has me under His wings, wipe your tears, I see Jesus!
Try to think of the times that I made you laugh, and the times you didn't know what to do with me. I don't want you in pain. I want you to think of me and be Happy not because I'm gone but because I still live in a place where all hurt, Worries and anger are non-existent. I look at you and try to make you remember the good things hold them in your heart let my love live through your memories. Remember you taught me about JESUS. You told me He would never leave me. I believe you and now I see it was true. I'm here with GOD celebrating His Son JESUS CHRIST'S defeat of death.
When I died I did hurt but in an instance an Angel picked me up and placed me in the hands of JESUS, death lost its sting. What you place in my heart was worth more than all riches. Now I sing, I dance, I run, I play, but every now and then I stop to watch my Father here in Heaven try to help you smile, try to help you Love, try to help you heal. I know the pain is there but let the LOVE of Our Father GOD help you. He has me in His hands and No one can snatch me from them.
So every Mothers Day * Fathers Day * Every Holiday * Specially Christmas remember JESUS came to earth to die for us and because of Him I am not in pain I'm in the Presence of divine Glory. Let not your hearts be troubled because in the Arm's of JESUS Children rest. You taught me about all the promises GOD gave us. Through His Son and the one thing I had always dreamed of is HEAVEN. I now have Eternal Life. Thanks Mom, Dad, Family I love you and thanks for putting up with me when I was there! I will always Love you! SMILE you make me Happy when you do!:) Your Son, * Your Daughter,* Your Child
Tributes and Condolences
My sweet and loving son, I love you and miss you just keeping in touch seeing your lovely smile, seeing your pictures and reading the poems and tributes to you makes my days even better from start to finish. Seeing the candles that are lit for you knowing other people care is a great feeling that can’t compare.
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